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Quit
01:21
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tryna get the lingo, all of it could make sense
'xcept for with the fake kids, thinkin' they know me now,
drinkin' on the green flow, kept me super patient
i been mad complacent, throwing the old me out
alphabet's a playground, sound is just my vessel
past is something let go, she don't think i'm special
don't think i could change? thanks for motivation
i'll blast it out the speakers, like the brains of mlk, rest in peace
and yet we're still dealing with slaves, reverb and delay helps ease some of the pain
when my past tends to reverberate in a way i don't appreciate
free bird since 18 and i graduated
free bird since 18 and i graduated
school was full of snakes, really they just agitated
only good thing outta that are the mates and the
few lessons learned from my class of homosapiens
but who's really there when the bear attacks?
who's tryna steer when the car gets gassed?
who's gonna face their fears when the fare for the cab
is more than you thought, might cost getting capped?
who be tryna share when the law got you crashin'
far from your pad? let's talk about that
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The Same Thing
01:15
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Blaqfrens (feat. Tophat)
02:48
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being high ain't nothin'
we be fly above it
they keep their eyes covered
must be key to hiding sufferin'
see the sky clear
it's all black, the only blue is from our ideas
it never mattered what's your hue, the crew right here
stop the news, i'm tryna clear my mind like this wide bowl
see my eyes shown on the widescreen, the satellite's glow
got my mind screaming, switch to 45, please
can't even escape the fakeness away from the tv
the media's on every street, i'm cleaning up with p-tree
the lyrics tucked til release, keeping feelings stuffed ain't easy
so we be fly above it
being i ain't nothing
i still feel like a kid
just with more years over which to feel nostalgic
and blunt as a bat, honest niggas have fun with that
if peace ain't a part of your plans, i can't make you understand
my image out my hands
i just want a fan by my side
if no one else, i got myself
can't plan on other lives, just wish well, get or give help
damn i'm alive, and sometimes i can't tell why
figured that's a blessing, one life to decide time
in the end, the sunlight don't depend on i
when i die, least those who condemned will never mind
just like that, i often feel like every second's bright
no matter what you try,
even when i say i hate myself, it's 'cause i wanna love
so i know i do, mistakes can't be the line
i can't try to redefine my face, how can natural lie
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Who?
02:24
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Eras (feat. Retro)
02:52
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Choking up from the potent, or is it loneliness
I tried to face all my phobias
lo and behold, it was erroneous
I damn near fell off of my post
almost ghosted before this track
oh how tragic that would’ve been
"I have to blend in" I thought
but my homie that passed is who taught me to outlast
blast loud speakers and heat up the gas, if it’s loud chief it
if it’s not and it’s weak then take that pot back
got no time for spotty bags I gotta get ashed
if I’m not trashed, I ain’t popping no tags
or flag dragging, I’m tryna make this here brag rap,
I won’t attack if I don’t have to, so don’t ask for that,
Inhale for elevation, inspired by acid rap,
plastic this, sarcastic that
if I gave half a shit, I’d be awfully sad
but I guess I’m just off of that path
I’m blessed with a dog and a pad
as a matter of fact, I got mad buttons to mash on
you can check that on Amazon, Apple Music, Spotify
or anything you turn your fucking channel on
I’m more than hard to get a fucking handle on
but you can watch me make 12 tapes annually homie
I just want the cash, no it doesn't last
I just want a bae, no it doesn't last
Tryna love my taste, no it doesn't last
Tryna fuck the hate, no it doesn't last
Tryna celebrate, no it doesn't last
Tryna celebrate, I know it doesn't last
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10. |
Kisslow Flip
01:51
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Amerie Hill
03:02
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Afrodisiac
01:24
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beat me up with words? haha, thank you
i popped, they blew me
they salty and screw-faced,
i got a new taste this year
and it includes a few flavors
first tastebuds, i'm sticking to just bud
fuck the other drugs, i don't need your hugs
that's number two, i can pass on you.
number three, i be making beats, slicing
and writing verses, except we actually release
8 years passed, not even a peep came out
now i'm loud as fuck
and you're in the crowd, shoutin' "what??"
i can't even hear, my hands too busy
working on miracles, nothing satirical here
i'm a few tiers up now
you crying tears? i don't give a fuck now
these the years for us now
nothing changes but the changes.
we need more presence than Christmas,
when i was a younger legend
i wasn't gifted, until i stuck to my instincts
y'all were stuck into clique's drama
but i myself was by myself
ask my exes, ask my exes
still cared what niggas thought
now i got no incentive
high school will never be the best of my sessions
but yes they were lessons
i guess i had to have left him and her,
the feeling burns, but it's clearly sure
dealing with the 2020s.
tired of these niggas, tryna get a picture of me.
to get to know me, thing is really i'm a movie
i'm flipping over the leaf for sun on both sides
my idea of black business is minding mine
i just wish the mission was getting rich since '99
but i was way too young to see through lies
now i'm scraping up the paper
tryna say some stuff relatable
paper cuts from mates' memoirs
they're souvenirs on my arm
i'm hard to charm, i just may think you mean harm
if you're not tryna squad on a lawn, while doing nothing at all
not tryna waste my art, your mere presence makes my heart
fear and deception breaks my heart
but not my brain so i got all the parts for reparation
everything can make sense, if you just have patience
as they say, nothing changes but the changes
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Sometimes I get so anxious
Looking at the empty spaces on the pages
Unfinished work but maybe i kinda like it that way
Not everything has to be finished
After all, when I am here, it is my choice to decide whether it is
Don't know my plan when I draw it
I guess that's okay, but it still makes me nervous
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SolaceMusic New Paltz, New York
Solace Bowden.
Born 11/12/99.
Artist since 2012.
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