I live in deplorable conditions
Room is looking horrible but life has got me smitten
I know that there's more to go, that's my definition of living
I live in perpetual revision

Haters act like they don't know my name is the mission
I'm so unrelatable but praying for connection
I don't want perfection, just no more exes
I don't have a bucket list, just a bunch of setlists
Got a lot to wish and I keep it all tucked
At the moment, mode's just focused on the small stuff
'Cause if I can't help myself then we all fucked
I want a crown on my head til hipsters think I'm starbucks
At that level, wins outweigh the losses
Some got ammo, all I got is cards to play
'Cause I could have every gun and still not feel safe

Shout out to black women
Shout out hispanic women
Shout out to white women
Shout out to trans women
Shout out to women, I can't fuck with bitches
I remember one, his name was _____ always dissin'
Difference tween me and him is when I hear hate, I can listen
It's just some criticism and I see myself in others
Admissions in the mirror then I tell my self I love him
As music plays in the rear of my thoughts

I live in deplorable conditions
Room is looking horrible but life has got me smitten
I know that there's more to go, that's my definition of living
I live in perpetual revision

I been sittin', bummin'
Sipping on some gin and rum and getting hungry
Reminiscing shit I've won and shit that numbed me
Effervescent chicks that left a mess of me I had to clean up on my lonely
Tired of the same old loop,
People's brains on mute,
Face you saying no truth,
I can tell by the way they look at those in cahoots
How to make a nigga feel alone in a group
Gets me hotter than a bowl full of soup
I just cool down by putting notes to a tune, doze off confused
Dream of new styles I can show to the crew
I don't need you now