My first girl really had a body like a queen
All she ever wanted was somebody she could keep
She had some faith in me but I was just a dream
Nobody knows how I really love them
If she knew how strong my feelings were, we'd be a couple
If she know how real they were, we could go back to something
A couple flowers on the sidewalk had me troubled
Used to pay the stress no mind, used to never humble down
She was crying in the hallways while I play class clown
Looking for some cuddles as if I figured it out
Had the best intention but I couldn't get it out
Now I roam this earth with tons of stitches on my chest
Thinking of ex after ex has to lessen but
I can't help digging through baggage to grab some lessons
Broke with her so I could be a bachelor
Now I wanna keep the next one
Tryna avoid the past directions I stepped in. The joke is on us
'Cause look at me now, knowing I can't redial
Been through many deep trials, nothing like fifteen
My first girl really had a heart like a queen
All she ever wanted was a heart she could keep, a guard she could keep
She had a lot of faith in me but I was just a dream
Look at me now, I'm wondering how
You'll look at me now...
The amateur quality of this tape and it's music videos made me realize I can do more than i thought. If it wasn't for Ade Hakim and my discovery of slums, i may have never started Art Club. SolaceMusic