I've lost love

When I said I loved you, wasn't just to hear it from you
My days are clearly numbered, I need a ride or die
Tons of love letters left inside my site online
Been the guy to write my life, the flyest hyped that I survived
I tell them I'm still here for them, just not tryna shy from light
Sometimes it's hard at night when I wanna text you my mind
But we've already tried, so many times
I think we taught eachother what a sore topic is like

I've lost love
I've lost love before
I've lost love
I've lost love

The solace that I seek often only feels like me
And the solace that you've seen ain't been here for many years
Honestly believed I was Bambi to your Faline
After all that time we spent with those deer, good times
Crazy times, maybe I shouldn't ever had changed my mind, like, 80 times
But i guess it was something that fate decided
We were like Romeo and Jules but didn't take our lives
Just two Scorpios at transformative ages

I used to be like "Hey"
And then you'd be like "Sol"
And then the next few hours we would talk about our day
Spent time all on that game
Bananagrams, I lost
Loved to see your face, I'd take your call til super late
Even after heartbreak, we kept in touch afar
But then you went to College and no longer could I say
(Hi!!!! Hey, Hai!!!)

They say it's better to have lost than none at all
i guess a cliché is all it takes to ease the pain
Not easy dating but at least I gained some years of training
LOL made me realize life is heaven and hell
...
Always on a pursuit
Finding chicks to flirt with, and putting in the work
I got a lot of hope knowing peeps like you on earth
I know we both just want someone to keep, not leave us burned

I remember your face when we were going through it
It really made me realize the power of what I say
Sometimes I wish I could take the knowledge I have now
And bring it back to those days. But fuck it, there's more
Took a page out of your book, so now I'm really searching
Out here in the wild just like any other person, nothing's certain
And even though I lost yours
I'm proud to say that you're a reason I felt love before

I've lost love before